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Because of you...

2009-01-12T01:05:00.002+08:00

Though I says I want to close this blog. I am closing it reluctantly.

There are so many things and thoughts I want to blog here to vent it out but I do not want you to know. I do not want you to know anything about me. What I do, does not really matters to you.

Therefore, I close this blog.

Thank you. CLOSED.

2009-01-04T00:12:00.003+08:00

Thank you all for the support and reading of this blog.

I officially announce of the closure of this blog.

4 years... I can't bear to but I have to.

Changes

2009-01-02T10:21:00.001+08:00

It can be quite scary how fast people can actually change. However thinking about it, if someone did not change after so many years, it can be scary too...

Things are different now...

2009-01-02T10:03:00.003+08:00

Have you realised that people around you are beginning to think differently? Plus, what happened recently, it have even let me see a clearer picture that there is no point carrying on in what everybody thought it is as the truth aren't place in front of us in such a manner. As time goes by, people do grow up and have different opinions of certain things.

So do I.

I want to move on. In order to move on, I have to let go of certain things if not, it will be too heavy to move on. I want to do it lightly and easily without any baggage or burden.

Maybe to rest of you, things haven't change a tiny bit. To me, things are totally different!

2009 Resolution

2009-01-01T02:44:00.001+08:00

Resolution 2009

1. Drink Moderately
2. Come out with a study plan and pull up GPA to 3.5
3. Read 3-4 books per month - Must be self improvement books, the other books are not counted

To Be Continued...

First day in 2009

2009-01-01T02:08:00.002+08:00

Hi all,

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Love,
Joey

Listening

2008-12-31T21:23:00.001+08:00

I am looking at the window. Listening to a chinese song that I recently discover that it is nice.

Finally...

2008-12-31T03:47:00.002+08:00

Today, I finally found out how you feel. I am sorry that I have to let you go through this.

*I am 18 hours away from deciding, do I want to close this blog...

Sick and Tired

2008-12-31T01:28:00.002+08:00

Have you ever felt tired of things that are happening around you?

I did.

Sometimes, I wished I can do not care about things around me. However, there will be alot of misunderstanding.

Sighx. Never mind.

Questions

2008-12-30T01:54:00.003+08:00

Will you ever do something because you like it and pushes those people who care for you away??

To what extend will you do that?

Leave me alone

2008-12-29T20:34:00.002+08:00

I have a request.

Leave me alone.

Letter to Someone...

2008-12-29T02:58:00.003+08:00

To someone who understand:

After so many days of Holidays and one coming along the way, 2008 will officially say goodbye to us. How have you been spending your holiday? Having fun? I have been playing alot for the past few days.

With a normal sunday routine, I sit down with my schedule to plan for the upcoming week. As I am staring at my schedule with all the school schedule too. I realised I have to face all the extra things to do... 2008 is coming to an end... I am scared of the things that are coming up. As I am getting older each day and year goes by. Expectations towards myself are getting higher and higher each day. I am not sure despite my expectations for myself are higher, am I able to reach it myself though I am the one who set my own expectations?

Do I trust my ability? I am not sure.

Next semester, I am loaded with quite alot of subjects and I know I need to put in more effort than before to make sure things work out for me. Unconsciously, my part time studies become a full time one. Most importantly, my GPA need to be pulled up badly. I am taking so many subjects because if I do not do so my last semester of my studies will only take 2 subjects. So I took this 2 subjects and split up into my 2009's 2 semester. so I can graduate 6 months earlier.

With extra things to do also means that I must stop playing and take things more seriously now. Seems like 2009 is a year of hard work for me. By 2010, I hope I can come out to work by then so during 2010 I can't take too much subjects which also means I have to place it in 2009 instead.

I do not know why my confidence level seems to drop quite alot when I am looking at the things I have to do for school and waiting for what's coming up for me in 2009. I am not sure if I am up to it. Especially when I know I have accounting to deal with. Sometimes, I feel myself as a failure.

Recently, during the process of doing my HR challenge report though I did not hand it in, I realised as a business student, I am pretty much a failure too. I feel that I have not been reading up enough newspaper to be able to claim myself as a business student. There is alot of informations and words used in Business Text that I do not really know. I have to like do more read up than my project mates. Nevertheless, during this process, I really learn alot.

What should I do now? My confidence... I hope there is a pill that can help to pull up my confidence a bit more...

Recently, I have been passing by the same street again. I am thinking of the past. Sometimes, I wished things has not happened since it happened, I will take it to my stride and move on with the memories in my mind. I will forever remember. In my heart.

Now, I just hope that I can do well in my studies and I will not put too much stress on myself which I usually do.

I think I shall sign off now. I need to go to bed. I am going to pay school fees tomorrow. I guess you have to work too. Take care, okay? I hope I can see you soon in the near future.

Love,
Joey

Great BBQ

2008-12-28T00:29:00.003+08:00

I just finish my BBQ with my poly friends.

These few weeks, Fen Yi, Ying Ying, Joycelyn and I become closer. Together with us are our guardian angel, Chong Hui. He is always the man behind the girls, being very gentleman.

Not that I want to divide anyone of us or the group but these few days, the 5 of us are always there for any gathering so we got more common topic now. The other friends are here for some outing, not here for some.

Anyway, Today was a great fun! The BBQ only got 8 of us out of like 13 of us? We enjoyed ourselves very much despite the numbers. Chong Hui, Ying Ying, and Joycelyn went to Sheng Shiong supermarket with me at the Bedok Interchange. Fenyi went to fetch us to my home and the girls prepare the food like mushroom, stingray and sotong while Chong Hui with Marc and Chun Ting prepare the fire. YoungChoon also come to join us and he almost BBQ all the time.

After that, we eat, chat and BBQ together. My grandparents and aunt came as well, I invited them because my grandma marinate the chicken for us. Out of courtesy, I invited them as well as they have not been having BBQ for a long time.

Time flies. We ended at 11pm plus. After which, some of us went to chat at my playground till 12.15am.

It has been a great BBQ day. I have alot of fun with them despite me having to be crippled because I injured my legs badly yesterday.

Party

2008-12-27T15:04:00.004+08:00

Merry Late Christmas to all my friends...

I am feeling tired now. As I have been playing for the past few days, I am pretty tired but I have to go on. I abit regret for planning too many things for week. I have non stop of gathering, partying and gathering to go for. I think I shall have a BIG BIG DAY OFF for myself. Monday onwards, I am going to prepare for my school like paying school fees and collecting study materials, my shifting of house and etc etc.

I want to blog now before I got to do other things and have no time for this later in the day. I am having a BBQ later with my poly friends. This was a special request by them because it been like 2 years since we have any BBQ named after us. I need to go and make some preparation soon.

Yesterday night, I went to Trina's place and just come back 8am in the morning. Of course, some stupid things are done. Together with Kyrie, Li Fen, Hannah and Theresa, camwhoring do happen. Well, it does not last long for me. When Sarah arrived, it is up to them to take their photos and for me to rest abit. I drink quite a fair bit and haven't been drinking so much for a long long time. I usally will only drink a cup or two but I drink 5 big big cups of very potent drink specially mixed by Gary. He is crazily mixing Jagabomb for all of us. Total of 7 rounds of 7 drinks each. I took 5 rounds.

I am so tipsy that I need to lay down badly and when I lay down and heard the piano sound coming from Trina's room, playing "Tong Hua", special memories flow into my mind.

Anyway, throughout We drink shots, play games, take photos, chat, watch tv and many other things. I have really alot of fun. It been a while. Miss those times that we do it quite frequently. I really thanks Trina for letting us using her place.

Merry Xmas to all my dear dear friends.

Busy My Love

2008-12-25T14:25:00.000+08:00

Xmas Eve

2008-12-25T04:04:00.003+08:00

How I celebrate Xmas Eve?

I went out with Chong Hui, Fen Yi, Ying Ying and Joycelyn. We went to watch Bedtime Stories and have dinner at BBQ Chicken. It is really funny and nice movie. Should watch! The guinea pig inside the show called Bugsy is damn cute. The eye so big, like so innocent. He is cuter than the Rhino The Hamster in BOLT.

Actually want to watch Twilight but Ying Ying don't know read from where say the show not nice then she went to change. In order to suit them, I also watch bedtime stories with them so I am not going for AK movie gala.

After movie, we went to Simpang Bedok to eat Supper. Bad news was, I did not eat through out. I did not touch the chicken, the pop corn and the prata at all. Well, who ask me to be sick during festive seasons. And I almost have plans everyday till 1st Jan. I can't afford to fall SICK!!!

Anyway, we sat there for 3 hours. Well, we talked from when we are in Primary School till Poly life. The things we play with like toys, sega saturn, polly pocket and many more. What we do during secondary school like taking out nametag, what we like best of our life and many more. We also discussed about Poly's life, like which lecturer we like and we don't. The things we do, the people whom we hardly meet up now. The people who change around us, the happy time we have, the "special" relationship some of our friends share with one another.

We discussed almost 20 years of recap of our life. How time flies. Some of us become good friends and some of us left one another. Those who have stayed, those friends we lost along the way as we grow.

All these will only be my memories.

Those who read this entry, I wish you Merry Christmas and Happy New Year. Those who did not, I will send it to you through telepathy. =P

I have another long day ahead of me. Time for bed.

2008-12-23T12:32:00.003+08:00

Xmas is coming. New Year Day is coming. Chinese New Year is also around the corner.

Let's see. I have plans on Xmas Eve, and Xmas Day. I have 3 plans on New Year Day... This is the headache... Which one should I go for? No need to say... Chinese New Year is for parents.

Anyway, I just want to say that when a person is guilty of something, there are a few ways to react:

1. Avoid
2. Find Excuses
3. Blame others

REMEMBER!!! WHEN YOU START POINTING FINGERS @ OTHERS, YOU ARE POINTING 3 FINGERS @ YOURSELF...

Busy week to welcome 2009

2008-12-22T14:28:00.002+08:00

The year is coming to an end. When there are plenty of things to be done to prepare for the year 2009. Like arranging for school reopens. I have to find something to do. Yesterday, I am busy and today is another busy day for me.

Yesterday, I went to accompany my grandparents for Sunday Lunch. After that, I went over to my cousin's house to enlighten her about her N level studies.At night, I went to Orchard to look for my aunt so that she can fetch me to Kyrie's house to pick up something.

Today, I am busy doing up my school's course amendment and also arranging some tuitions stuffs. Later, I am going to meet up with 3 friends, to discuss something important. I am unsure if my mind will be blank tonight. I am doing my best to give honest feedback to them.

I realised phone call come in a weird way. I am watching tv in the morning, nothing happened. When I am doing up my course choice amendment, super duper alot of phone calls come in. My aunt called to check on the status about the talk with my cousin, tuition centre called and I am talking to the admin officer in my school.

How am I supposed to call and talk to so many people at one go?

I am beginning to question... Why do people like to make mistakes than realised that they are in a dead end before they realised there is a mistake? When someone come and tell them, watch out, there is a dead end at the end of the road they are taking, some people still like to carry on walking. Why?

Well, that is my way of welcoming a 2009... A busy week of planning...

Project Blues...

2008-12-21T02:23:00.002+08:00

Today, I am pretty much in seclusion. My project is finally over. I did not hand up my report due to a disappearance of one of the groupmate with all the informations with her. What a way to end it. All efforts being put in are gone. Wasted.

I realised these few days I am in 80's. I love the choice of songs during the period of time. It is very nice compared to what I am hearing nowsaday.

I am pretty against of what happening recently. I hope I can be left alone. I will be okay once I am over it.

No mood

2008-12-19T17:12:00.002+08:00

I am in some sort of troubles. I am pretty much in bad mood now. And I have no mood for any other things else.

1st - My HR Challenge can't carry on because of some internal issue with regards to the company we are working with.

2nd - I mis-read my Course Offer Letter. I am not offered with Management subject due to the late registration on my side. So now, I have to re-plan my work so that I can work up to 5 modules this round.

3rd - My cousin choosing ITE course and she need my help in choosing course. She does not have much time to choose her course too.

These 3 is enough to make me busy for the whole afternoon of phone calls and emails. I wished I can settle 1st problem fast. My deadline are near, which happen to be tomorrow 12pm. *Praying*

Boardgame is craxy!!

2008-12-18T15:42:00.003+08:00

Today is a rest day for me. I have been going out almost everyday since last Saturday.

Yesterday, I went out with Cheryl, Melissa and Chuan Ning. We went to play Boardgame at Tampines Safra. We played alot of nice games and it is definitely fun. After that, we went to Raffles City to eat Cedele. After all the shopping and dinner, we went to Holland Village, Wala Wala. There is a live Australian Band playing some nice music. So we went to check it out. Of course, we have free entrance because of Brandon. We are hungry after the music, we went to Balestier to have Bak Kut Teh. I spend the night at Cheryl's place. I came home just now after Cheryl goes to the airport. I continue sleeping as we slept at 3am. I super lack of water and sleep. Zzzzz

Anyway, I finally got my school registration done. I am so glad. It has been a adventure throughout this period to get my registration done because earlier on, I am very late with my application. From now on, I know when I need to go and check out my next semester course registration. I will not miss it again.

Next Semester, I am taking the following subject:

1. Marketing Mix Management
2. Technology, Globalisation and Change
3. Ethics in Organization & Corporate Social Responsibility
4. Behaviour in Social and Work Organization
5. Management
6. Thinking with Mathematics

and additionally, I am taking exams for my Managerial Accounting. I have to take again because I failed my previous exams. I really need to spend some time studying it.

Busy busy... So busy... My god!!

Boardgame Cafe Craze

2008-12-16T01:54:00.003+08:00

It has been a day!

I went to Wild Wild Wet. Though the sun is not extremely huge but I am definitely redder than before. I can tell from the mirror just now. It been a while since I go to WWW. Though the rides are pretty much limited, I love it because need some blood rush to my heart and head.

After that, I went to meet up with my friends for dinner @ Downtown East as well and we went to Boardgame Cafe to play. It is so fun and interesting. I wished we had longer time so we can get to play more.

Anyway, we are going to the boardgame cafe again tomorrow with Cheryl, Trina, Lydia and Woei Tang. I am not sure if more people are joining us. On Wed, I am going to another boardgame cafe with Cheryl again. So interesting. We are all addicted to it. On Xmas day, I am spending my Xmas with my another group of friends from Poly @ a boardgame cafe as well.

Well, boardgame is fun and definitely bond us alot. =)

What a day!

2008-12-14T23:15:00.005+08:00

I am in a up and down mood today. Plenty of reasons. Anyway, I went for High Tea feeling abit down but after the high tea I am feeling alot better.

During high tea, I did not think much anything else except for the food I have eat there. There are 15-18 kinds of flower tea. Nice!!! I drink like 4 kinds which also means 4 pots of it. I am so bloated with water. Anyway, I also managed to eat like 4 bowl of Mushroom soup. Love it Man!!! There are also chocolate fountain with rockmelon, grape, honey dew and strawberry. Others include Marshmallow. Other than that, there are cakes, like Strawberry Short Cake, Strawberry Cheesecake, Bread Pudding and Brownie. I ate like 2 plates for Cherry Jubilee. Heaven!

After the High Tea, I actually thought of going to join Cheryl and Friends for KTV but the bad news was, at the Hyatt High Tea Session, I contracted FLU!!!. Halfway through the High Tea, I kept sneezing and sneezing. I got fed up and did not go and join them in the end.

During walking around PS, I went to help my aunt to choose new speaker for her. I also went to upgrade my Vodafone wireless with Starhub and got a new 250G hard disk. So now, I have like 570G of hard disk memory. Shiok!!

Once in a while, I also think about the fact that I am going to shift to my grandma's house to stay from next week onwards. There are a few reasons for such thing to happen, but I can say it is definitely not for the good. And I do not wish to say it here.

It maybe good that I shift to my grandma house to stay. Most importantly is, I am away from my parent's control. Think about it on the brighter side.

Alright. I do not wish to blog anymore though I still have something to say. I have not mood already. In fact, I feel like cancelling the rest of the other appointment that I have. But it's ok. I guess I am still able to carry on.

Xmas Party

2008-12-13T23:06:00.004+08:00

I went to Ally's Xmas Party today with De Jun, Yu Yuan and Li Fen. Super early Xmas Party. Her dad is the santa claus so everybody will sit on his lap while he give out present. Interesting father. I still remember I told Li Fen that if it is my father, he might just say I am crazy.

Anyway, we also watch "Grease" at Ally's place. Is really like thinking about the past. Time flies. Miss those time when we plan for Xmas bash. I asked De Jun, what do you think will happen if we do not have the Xmas bash? Haha... Maybe I won't even be at Ally's house at all for this Xmas party.

Well, it is definitely the most Xmas atmosphere celebration I ever gone to. Thanks to Ally. Hope she has a wonderful trip at USA. I know she is going to enjoy herself big time.

Well, I am pretty tired now. I got to sleep early soon. I am going for Grand Hyatt's high tea buffet tomorrow. I am going to blog the buffet with more photos tomorrow. =) I am looking forward because of the CHOCOLATE FOUNTAIN!!!!

Stupid stomach

2008-12-13T01:31:00.002+08:00

I am in pretty much bad shape. I am having bad tummy ache and have gone to toilet for the past 3 hours continuously. My stomach very pain!!!

Seriously, I have no idea what have I eat to deserve such tummy ache. Soup? Rice? Vegetable? Everybody else beside me is fine except for me. I know I am a person with super lousy digestion and stomach condition. I have already stopped eating certain things which I know do no good to my tummy. Yet, once in a while, I still can kena such things. I think it is not enough effort. I should stop eating soon and just have liquid diet.

I am always very moody when my stomach is not feeling well. Sighx.

Surrogacy

2008-12-12T13:47:00.003+08:00

What do you think about Surrogacy?

That is something I am encountering these few days. I seriously feel that this is a very interesting idea. I mean this is something worth thinking about. Surrogacy was an intriguing and faster option. Why not?

I mean... My hope towards guy in this moment in time is a bit hopeless or should I say pretty much hopeless. I do not dare to pin too much hope on them. Not that I do not want guy to love me... But to find someone who can take care of me, I think I might rather take care of myself. So since now, I am learning to take care of myself, I might as well considering taking care of my own child alone.

I wonder why is it so difficult to find a guy of a good calibre is so difficult now. Like independence is definitely a gone-case for alot of them. =P I am not saying must macho, good looking, tall and stuffs. I am talking about maturity, independence and someone who can build their own future. However, the guys I see now are... *shake head* Let's not talk about guys now.

I love baby so much. This is not a bad idea after all. Of course, I know there is a lot of consideration to think of. Like who's sperm blah blah blah... No worries... I will choose the best sperm. Hahaa... I can even consider having a mix-blood baby. Like ABC. I know all these will be taken great care of properly.

Anyway, this kind of operation can't be done in Singapore anyway. =) So I might migrate if I want to carry on this idea. So at least I know my child will not be look upon as weird. Since Singaporean are more close-minded about such things.

30 years old. Give me some time. I am going to make it happen if till then, I suppoosed I am not married?? Haha...

My head hurts now...

2008-12-11T21:26:00.002+08:00

I have just sign up 5 people for the Cycle Singapore 2009 event. I have to key in every single details one by one. It is driving me crazy. By the time I key in the last person's details, I can't even remember my own birthdate. I am going crazy.

As far as I am concern, I am definitely not the key in data kind of person.

After that, I am planning for meet up and gathering with friends and cousins for the past 3 hours. Well, the thing that is squeezing me dry is I can't seems to get anything into place. Everything has just to squeeze within Monday. I can't spread it out and I feel like just cancelling all now. My head hurts. I can't concentrate fixing up with everything.

I have to plan and replan everything. And keep changing to suit whatever I need to suit.

For now, it is done. I seriously going to cry if I have anything else not necessary to deal with again.

Sometimes, planning sucks. Really sucks....

Finish my project

2008-12-09T17:10:00.001+08:00

I finally hand in my 2nd draft of my project.

I went swimming this morning to lighten up myself. I also need some time alone to relax and to think about certain things. My muscle so relax now.

Post - Exercise syndrome

2008-12-08T15:20:00.003+08:00

I am feeling very tired. I do not know why. I think I am having the post-exercise syndrome. Yesterday after cycling, I went to Pasir Ris. After that I decided to go and watch movie called Bolt with my cousins. After which, I went to my Aunt's place @ Tampines for a drink and send my cousins home.

I managed to meet up with Cheryl for supper despite we planned to meet up with Eugene but is not successful because he simply stay too far from us.

Anyway, I am super tired. My body is aching for some reasons. *yawnz*

P.S. I am in the midst of project meeting and I just want to say something here before I carry on doing my project.

Cycling trip

2008-12-07T16:51:00.003+08:00

A group of friends and I went cycling. I took a tandem bike with Ying Ying. We cycled for around two hours. We then went for Carls Junior. That is my first time there. It is delicious. At the same time, it is ver expensive. I will definitely will not go there alone for a meal. Now, I am so tired but we have fun!

Anyway, we saw Elvin Ng as well. My friends are going crazy over him. He is not bad looking for sure.

What a day!

2008-12-07T01:28:00.001+08:00

Wedding Lunch

Big and Small Joey

My cousin that also named Joey Lee

My Family with the Groom and Bride

I went for wedding lunch for my Aunt, Kris and her husband, Raymond. We have buffet lunch. Okay okay only. I am more looking forward to the gathering of my family members and relatives.

I saw one of my baby cousin today, her name is also Joey. Joey Lee Shi Qin. Oh my god. Big and Small Joey. She is really cute and she loves talking. =) So adorable. Above is her photo. So cute!

First time for so many years, 5 (all) of my aunt come out together to shopping with all my cousins. Shiok! After the wedding, some of my cousin start asking around to go to shopping. So it end up all of my aunts went. I have never really have this feeling before. I kind of like it though.

Anyway, this kind of happiness does not last. Something happened. I shall not say too much. What a day!

Prawning

2008-12-06T02:15:00.004+08:00

The journey of Prawning

Cooking the prawn

Big and nice Prawn

Ailing and her Boyfriend

I have the biggest catch

Half of us

Cooked Prawn

Cooking Prawn

Waiting for prawn to be hooked

Say Cheese!

Yihui

Chong Hui

Young Choon

Ai Ling and Me!

Kang Wei and Ai ling

The price.. We buy the $39 package. We got 2 rods, which we can use for 2 hours each.

Prawning

2008-12-06T00:01:00.001+08:00

I went prawning today with my poly friends @ Pasir Ris Fish Pond. We have Ai Ling and her bf, Chong Hui, Kang Wei, Young Choon, Yi Hui, Chun Ting, Marc, Li Ling, Jin Xiang, and his brother. Of course, myself too. We have only 3 rods, we have 12 people and we have 10 prawns in our possession.

It is a very exciting experience. At the beginning, the prawn come in the fastest. As we prawn more, the lesser we have. The feeling of having the catch is fantastic, we kept being very exciting as the beginning we do not know how to handle the prawn. However, as we prawn more, the more familiar we are. Thanks to Jin Xiang for his guidance.

It is not easy to prawn. We need to pull up at the accurate timing because we have alot of experience having the prawn eating our bait but never got hooked. So we wait for them to eat and eat, when they stopped tagging, we pull up. After we got the prawn, the technique is to chop off his clipper which managed to injured one of our friends. Then we hold on to the spine so they can't move. When they can't move, we will remove the hook. Bingo!

I am very proud of myself as I have the biggest prawn. I am going to post some photos later on. Nice! We prawn like for 2 hours. I will say I truly enjoy myself in this wonderful prawn experience. Of course, not forgetting to mention, we saw a group of NTU Mass Comms student come and interview us. Wondering why is this bunch of youngster are interested in prawning. I really find it fun though.

After prawning, we have BBQing session. Well, it is kind of cruel as I cooked the prawn while they are alive. We have to press them down using another wire gauze so they won't jump out of the BBQ pit. I felt so guilty as my friends kept saying I am a murderer. BUT it is very yummy to eat the prawn when it is freshly BBQ. Yummy.

I am looking forward towards the next time when we go back and prawn again. =)

So You Think You Can Dance

2008-12-05T11:56:00.003+08:00

I am thinking why I love it so much. Finally, I know what I love about "So You Think You Can Dance" season 4. I love it. Simply.

Despite the fact that when Cheryl ask me to learn dancing with her and a group of our friends. I refused to because I hardly see myself doing that.

Now, I wished I can be like them. However, on reality, it is pretty much impossible. This show has touched me in a way. In a way, it bring me back to the time where .... Every single routine in every single episode and the meaning to it, the memories just flow in like nobody business. It is so beauitful that I find more pleasure remembering them. Compared to other times where I do not want to be reminded of the sad past.

I love it. Simply. It bring so much meaning to me that not having it previously is a torture to me.

So late...

2008-12-05T03:53:00.002+08:00

4am in the morning. I am going to bed soon.

I noticed that this blog of mine has lesser and lesser visitors. Which to me, is a good thing. As seen, I do not blog as much as I used to anymore. Well, of course, there is nothing much to say about me anymore. I am no longer the Joey that has something great happen every single day.

I go through each day worrying about my project, watching my DVDs and riding my bicycle. That's all. In fact, I am glad I am having this kind of no worries lifestyle. Now, I am waiting for my iPod Touch to sync with the latest video I want to watch. I am going straight to bed.

Just now, I book a ticket to Hong Kong with someone. I am not sure how this trip will go though. I do not dare to put too much hope into anything anymore. There is always a believe out there, the more expectations you put into something, the greater the disappointment. Well, so far, this statement has not failed on me before. I always receive disappointment from people. And the best thing is, it must be from somebody close to me.

I am not sure if it is because I change to someone who expects more or people around me just expect lesser of themselves.

Well, I just want to say, I know you are reading this but you told me before not to stop blogging just because I know you are reading. Well, the truth is, it does affect me to know who is reading. But nevertheless, this blog will still be a place where I will still continue to be who I am.

Angry

2008-12-03T16:56:00.004+08:00

No more prawning this Friday. No more cycling on Sunday. No more Xmas celebration. No more Hong Kong trip. No more what so ever.

I got no mood to do anything... No mood at all...

I do not know why

2008-12-02T20:00:00.000+08:00

I do not know why I am so tired now.

I do not know why... Why must such things happen. A question mark post that I am not sure if I know how to handle it. I wished I know. I wished I can help.

Right now, I am busy with my project. I wished I can do something more in the sense that I can find out more. But what I want, I can only find limited in the internet. I need to put in more effort I guess.

Recently, I am so in love with my "So You Think You Can Dance" season 4. I know I am abit far behind but the series is marvellous. The dancers make me like to continue watching them non stop. I want more. I wished I can have more.

Teenage who jump to his death over CCA

2008-11-29T13:51:00.001+08:00

Nowsaday, as children and students, they are not given choice at all. Parents and Teachers are always the one deciding what to do for them. Turning alot of teens, saying they have no freedom and become rebellious. How can they blame them for ending their life early when they do not even own it at the first place.

And I believe the teacher in charge stopped him is because he is a medallist and it is a waste to let him go. SELFISH. Now, he is really gone. What is the point of the medal now? Selfish people who only cares about the school reputation.

THERESA'S WEIRD PSYCHOLOGY - the vicious cycle of frowning

2008-11-29T01:11:00.000+08:00

THERESA TUNG'S WEIRD PSYCHOLOGY - the vicious cycle of frowning

when you frown,

your parents would frown cause they’re worried you’ll get wrinkles
your close friends will frown cause they’re upset you didn’t tell them what’s wrong
your friends will frown cause they (might) think you’re a wet blanket
your acquaintances will frown cause they’re afraid you’re PMS-ing
your enemies will also frown, cause they’re upset they aren’t the cause of making your life miserable

so when you frown, alot of people frown with you. so you must smile!

Motorcycle

2008-11-28T01:54:00.003+08:00

I took a ride from the motorcycle to come home today. It has been a while since I rode on a motorbike. Love the feeling. The first time I did is when Dominic used to drive me around in his Suzuki, GSX series. Next time is when Jeff took me on his phantom. Now is him.

Anyway, I am currently planning a night cycling route for whatever the reason I will be using. It does not matter. I just want to come out with a route. I might try it myself one day.

Angry

2008-11-27T15:36:00.004+08:00

ANGRY

Interesting things

2008-11-27T00:26:00.002+08:00

Recently, my Poly friends have created something interesting. We have created a forum so we can discussed about other activities instead of only "Prawning" and Cycling which we discussed over the net and over dinner. In turn out, we have more than 1 activity we want to do, therefore, the forum appear.

Suddenly all of us are so enthusiastic about all the activities we have.

5th Dec - Prawning
7th Dec - Cycling

We have also planned to visit Orphanage or Children's home with gifts that we want to prepare during Xmas. Hopefully, this will go through. At least we do something meaningful instead of filling our activities full of sports which is also good for us in a way.

What do you like, Joey?

2008-11-25T03:22:00.000+08:00

Have someone ask you, Joey, what exactly do you like? What do you do during the free time but you have problem replying to it?

Let's see. I like:

Sports: Cycling, Swimming, Kayaking and
Drinks: Wine, Soda, Cocktails and Mojito
Food: Chocolate, Japanese and Thai food, Steamboat, Cakes, Creme Brulee
Hobbies: Learning Cocktails, Listening to music, Watching Hongkong Drama Serial, Reading, Travelling, Lomography, Photography and Scrapbooking

My mum used to tell me that I like expensive stuffs. How true it is, I am not sure either.

MBA and Life

2008-11-24T01:40:00.000+08:00

Finally, after the camp, I managed to have some time by myself. I always need time to do my own things.

Today, I went to Pan Pacific hotel to find out more about MBA and other Master program from all over the world. Of course, it is to find out some information about the program, like minimum requirement and other things too. I talked to Cornell Uni, Cambridge Uni, and many others. Well, it seems like it is a long way to go but actually, it is like in 5-7 years time. Meanwhile, I will be completing my degree program.

All these while, I am looking forward to studying Master. I remember when I am a kid, I always say I want to study until PhD. I never know if it is possible. Now that I am studying Degree in Human Resource Management, everything seems possible. In order to study MBA or Master, I have to be in Business line with at least an executive or managerial level.

It make me realized that at the most, I could only rest for another year and start working again to work up the Corporate ladder in order to study Master program.

After that, we went to Coffee Club Express to drink coffee and talk to my brother. This time round, I pulled my brother along so he could understand what it takes to study as high. Hopefully, this will motivate to do something for himself.

I am pretty much very busy today replying to smses. Friends are messaging me for the Malaysia trip but I do not think I can make it though because partly is because I do not feel like going. Another reason is because I have to accompany my aunt to her gown fitting which I miss it earlier on because I went to KTV with the same group of friends. I can miss it twice because of same group of friends. My aunt will seriously kill me.

On the 6th Dec, some friends are asking me to go for the Ben And Jerry's fair but I have my aunt's wedding reception to attend on that day which means I will be wearing until XXX, which also make it difficult for me to go to such carnival event.

Last and the most headache thing, my friends and I are missing out on the topic of my project. Which means, we have to re-discuss again. We have wasted 1 week plus they bring the deadline forward and now, we left with 3 weeks to complete it. Die!!

With all these things happening in your life, does it consider happening?

Oh yes! I am going to Hong Kong next year!!!!

Cycle Singapore

2008-11-19T14:35:00.000+08:00

I am looking forward to this event.

http://ocbc.cyclesingapore.com.sg/

Take a look!

I am going to take part in this event but I am not sure whether I want the 20KM or the 40KM.

Tired and Stressed.

2008-11-17T15:34:00.000+08:00

I am coaching Superkids 1, 17th Nov to 21st Nov.

Pretty stressed up.

My mum was worried that I can't cope with my project that is oncoming. Well, I guess I will have to do both at the same time.

New iPod

2008-11-16T00:19:00.001+08:00

I have a new iPod Youch 16G, 2nd generation. I am currently in Malaysia, Palor. My cousins love my iPod Touch, 2G. We have been playing with it since we last update it.

I am so tired now. I could sleep for like 2 days at least.

Well, I guess there is no time to rest because I am having seafood lunch soon!